phillip emailed me back the email address i couldn't remember. really did me no good because no one had sent anything worth reading. 30% off at saks? i am so there. there is a certain betsey j purse that i am soooo dying for.

ruben is like seriously the coolest. he's always there for me and i know he always will b...i hope. i spent most of thbe afternoon w pilli. misery loves company for the most part. we made accounts on match.com to bait the other fish in the sea. haha.

tomorrow i have so much shit to do. i need to cut out my random cussing. so not lady like.

nothing really else relevant to say....at all. sort of. but nothing worth repeating....you know??

 

G left for a funeral earlier and I'm camped in until the ride subsides....even if just a little.

I don't get to sleep w/ my baby often....I love it when we do. Yesterday we go into my room.......a wonderland for her! She loves playing with all those clothes and my accessory box full of shiny things =) I crash out and eventually she stops playing with the chaos on my bed and sleeps butt up.

Birthday party yesterday for a pair of sisters a yr apart with the same birthday. Dora theme. Which leaves me still undecisive on Dulce's theme. What are you fellow LJ moms doing/did?

Teh life is so mundane these days. Not much at all really to say. I think I'll call A today. Been such a long time since I've seen her. But I'm sure she will bring to my attention the weight spike. ugh . ugh. ugh.

G is cool. Although he seems to have his issues with me.....I think that's the general consensus of every healthy human interaction. It just keeps on pouring.

I got a new book to read. E....I am trying to upkeep that friendship but never been my niche. Suite....I was trying to remember that wrd yesterday.

We played an over an hr long session of the word game with G coming out as the victor. Stupid X.

random thoughts.

i'm on the phone w/ pan am.

dulce is asleep and i'm debating on where to take her for lunch.

i'm thinking the woodlands. they have this neat smores thing for desert. they bring out a fire candle thing w/ marshmallow?? on sticks and a hershey bar.

either that or denny's. can't beat the kids eat free deal. 

mom is in the hospital. kidney stones. 

gabe and i are cool. happy. love. we got matching tattoos yesterday. crazy. little orange hearts on our inner lip. i think he regrets it. but ha! nothing he can do abt it now.

went to austin w/ him the other weekend to watch batman at the imax. fun times.

tis all.

i've never been  this happy!!!

i am so in love w/ this man.

unerving at time.

cset la vie.

This is my first update from la casa de gabe.

....really no more words at this time.

Maybe I can come up with something

No, empty mind.

Party Monster time.

<3 the question club

I am inclined to be dilatory//../////surfeit

I am nervous about tomorrow.

the chains of time.

There has been a climax in our relationship. I mean the L word. Srsly.

I'm not quite too sure where I am going with that though. But on that train....why did I hold out this long to go out with him?? I feel safe in his arms....the age difference isn't bothersome in the least. These nails are.

The whole Mariano thing. There are times when I think about how much in love? we were. we had some really good times/sex. tmi. tmi. but that doesn't change the fact that he's a self serving arse. i just think about the whole transie thing....this whole cps bs and nostalgia turns into rage.

ha.

Russert. Woa dude.

My bro is here. I saw his truck parked in MY spot at home and I raced inside and cried as I hugged him. I haven't seen him in 6 months. We are going to the movies later.....he rocks. Mucho.

Gabe comes tomorrow. I'm super stoked about that. These nails hinder the typing. Irk.

Been writing/reading a lot lately. I made some oober (miss you eli) delicious organic vegan enchiladas last night. i love food.

why is it so hard for me to say i love you.......or even just show my appreciation for those that put in the time and will to be my friend. i know i'm not the easiest person to keep company but i'm an awesome person; sometimes i think eli is the only person that will ever see that.

oh, and my kid. ye, my kid hearts me so.

What have I been hiding from for so long....???

I bought a pack of cigs yesterday. bleh. desperate times. first pack i have personally bought for myself in years...pre tax hike.

Mom still isn't doing too well. I've been staying here till late making sure Dulce is totally passed out before I creep out and sleep alone. So lonely. Yellow. I need to sleep w/ the stove light on and bedroom door open. Maybe I should actually start decorating the place.

I'll update later. Father's Day shopping.